Growing up in a toxic environment/ dysfunctional environment was a tough and heart breaking and traumatizing experience. This is one of the many things that only the Lord God Almighty can deliver one out of and regulate their mind and mend broken hearts. This cannot be done on our own doing by seeking “friends” who 9 times out of 10 are just seeking to know your weaknesses to use it against you. Especially when you come from dysfunction you will most likely attract the same spirit working in people due to familiarity. Until you submit to Jesus Christ and surrender your life to him you will be bound to those familiar spirits in which come on a mission to destroy your life and make you become a product of your past if not get you to end your life or while you’re living and attempting to get the courage to take your life get you addicted to some type of drug or shameful thing or acts. A therapist will not be able to make you whole or fix your issues but all they will do is justify you in the negativity and get you on a high for a few days to a week then you are on another trip and you are back in their chair seeking more help. Also many of the therapist use the new age occult witchcraft mechanisms to attempt to “heal” someone it does not work it just ushers you right to the place the devil wants you to be which is damnation.
The bible says This is what the LORD says: “Cursed are those who put their trust in mere humans, who rely on human strength and turn their hearts away from the LORD. -Jeremiah 17:5.
You may wonder when will it all be over, well I want to let whoever this is for know that it is over when you give it all over to Jesus Christ. Cast your burdens unto him and give your life to him so he can turn it all around, deliver, and bring you out of the situation, heal, and deliver you. There is nothing that another human being can do for you, you need the help of the Lord God Almighty the creator of all creations the creator of the heavens and the earth the curse breaker. Only he can break the yoke of sin, affliction, pain, trauma, you name it, only God in and through his son Jesus Christ can solve your issues it is written it is not by might nor by power but by his Holy spirit. The bible lets us know with in Matthew 19:26 But Jesus looked at them and said to them, “With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”. When you attempt to do things on your own you will become weary, feel defeated, feel stressed out, depressed, anxious and fearful. Why? because you are relying on yourself and not on God who is the only one who can fix your issues.
When we live carnal and not in the flesh it displeases God because we are relying on our own strength which we do not have. The devil likes to deceive us to make us think that we have strength of our own only to take that away from us and bombard us with negativity. To bring us back down to a low place, the enemy the adversary the devil does not want any person to prosper so he keeps us in sin far away from God. Sin separates us far away from God and the longer you remain in sin you will be deceived believing that “God understands” or that God accepts it he doesn’t. You have to take accountability and turn from your wicked ways repent and be born again believe in Jesus Christ and you shall be saved. Salvation is a free gift from God it is the best decision anyone can ever make and when you make the decision you make sure you continue to follow Jesus. Do not be sidetracked by mankind do not worry about the nay Sayers because that’s just the enemy using people to make you doubt, second guess, or bring fear upon you to make you wonder if you made the correct decision. I want to let you know Beloved you made the CORRECT decision.
Come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. -Matthew 11:28. Jesus knows all that you face, and the word of God lets us know this, there is nothing new under the sun. It may be new to us because we are living the experience of life, but God knows that there is nothing new under the sun and he lets us know through his word. Sin which is in our human nature due to the fall of man in the garden of Eden so then we were all born and shaped in iniquity and in sin did our mothers conceive us. It will make us very burdened thank God for Jesus Christ, God so loved the world that he sent his only begotten son to die for us so that we may have life and life more abundantly. So that we can be free from the burden of sin, sin will make you depressed, fearful, anxious, sick in your body, lethargic, irritable ETC. There is a high price to pay for sin, your piece of mind, your health, your joy, your finances, just the ability to live the life that God intended for us to live will be not possible when in sin ETC.
The bible lets us know that God is light and in him there is no darkness at all, so if you do not know Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Saviour you are living in darkness. A slave to sin when in sin you are ignorantly serving and worshipping the devil. If you are here reading this the Lord is telling you to come unto him, surrender unto Jesus give him your life and be born again. He wants to break you out of that toxic cycle that you know is not normal or that you know there has to be more to life than what you are going through. Or maybe you’re wondering is this all life has for me? i want to tell you no God has much more for you. But you must be born again, knowing Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior and following after him. Trusting and believing in him and receiving his Love that may seem foreign due to where you came from just receive it I’ll tell you this much you will praise his Holy name. The LORD upholdeth all that fall, and raised up all those that be bowed down. Psalm 145:14. I have a repentance prayer Bellow if you are ready to welcome the Lord Jesus Christ into your heart as your Lord and Savior say this prayer Below.
Lord Jesus, I acknowledge that I am a sinner in need if a Saviour I ask that you come into my life and save me and set me free. I repent of all my sins I ask that you wash and cleanse me in your precious Blood that you shed on the cross for the remission of my sins. I believe that you are the Son of God who died for me so that I may have life and that you rose on the third day. I ask oh Lord that you fill me with the Holy spirit of God so that I can overcome sin, temptation and the devil in your Holy name i pray Amen
Beloved if you have prayed that prayer you are saved, i pray that the Lord will lead you to a bible reading, Holy Ghost filled Church so that you can be fed and be under God ordained leadership so that you may grow and learn in Christ in Jesus name. I pray that the Lord God Almighty will direct your steps and lead you in the path of righteousness and break every chain and every shackle off of your life in Jesus name. I pray that the Lord God Almighty will raise you up to be a mighty intercessor and teach you so that you can intercede on behalf of your family and the generations to come in Jesus name. I pray that God will remove every desire, tendency, addiction, affliction in your body that is not of and from him in Jesus name. I pray that he will teach you in his word and speak to you through his word and that you will be a lover of his word and seek his face daily in Jesus name. His word is a lamp unto our feet and a light unto our path and may it be that for you beloved in Jesus name.
Follow Jesus Beloved the word of God says he will never leave you nor forsake you nor have you begging for bread. Also, when our mothers and fathers forsake us there, he is to pick us up Beloved he has picked you up you are in his hands, and you are the apple of his eye. Get yourself a bible if you do not already have one, get into a church to fellowship if you do not have one for now, I can link you to two online that I know of until you find one in person (Full Gospel Holy Temple , Believers Faith Outreach Ministries). When you get into church from experience I want to let you know do not look to Man but look to God and do not form any relationship which the Lord is letting you not to. He will let you know VIA discernment he will show you certain people and highlight them do not try to figure out what it is but trust and believe in him and do not get involved.
And they said, believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house. -Acts 16:31
“That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.” -Romans 10:9
“For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:” -Ephesians 2:8
But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him. -Hebrews 11:6
For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no goodthing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not. -Romans 7:18
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